night conversation

as warm as me. as strong as me. as tearful and funny as me.
one frog smiling and saying 'hey take these from me, a bunch of presents that will make you you'
one cat purring while looking into my eyes
he knows
what is happening on dreary days like this
when i feel completely disconnected
not wanting to go home, not wanting to stay here.

and so i give the presents away
i am so loved so lovely
yet i still feel i am hanging by a thread.